XinXin chou

Fate-telity

2012-02-27T00:40:00.005-08:00

Hey blog,
Its been quite awhile. :')
sorry i didnt update u, and kept u dead.

Life's is a real challenge now in this new school, nanyang poly.
Work and stress level are at the peak before exam as usual.
Lots of stuff happened to me between the interval of 2011 & 2012
I'm too desperate to find a person to share with....
I dont think anyone wouldnt understand.
So i decided to share with u, Bloggy :3

First of all, i got to say...
I broke up with Jowayne on 5 July 2011
That's one of the sadest moment i had.
But life's still needs to carry on.
Having to go through this 6 months, is real tough
As everything doesnt really go well..
And i knew i will meet that day, where the final decision will be made.
But i kept trying my best to reject that choice,
And telling myself.....
she will meet me soon
she will say i love u later
I bet she misses me
Im still lay in her heart..
On my 6th monthsary, she messaged me...

" our shedule are different. We havent been meeting for so long. i guessed my feeling for u had faded "

And so i decided to broke up, because i was tired, hearing her saying such negative thinking sentences, which leaded me to a confidenceless person in relationship.
And thats the only thing i could do to satisfied her.
I really wish she is happy now.
I miss her saying I love U :(

I totally miss u <3

Around the early end of 2011 ,
i got into a friendship problems,
My " used to be " good friends are treating me differently nowadays.
After which i got them into punishment, which was to wear boots.
Because i "disiao" our teacher that i didnt wore covered shoes.
So my teacher went checking on everyone shoe.
So they ignore me.
I went on to message her that night.
And she told me this.....

" Han, no one live for one another in this world. if your attitude is back, it will just be easy for us to ignore you. Yes this is you. Friends should accpet each other for who we are. But one thing for sure is doesnt mean what your secondary friends can do, you would expect us to do the same as well. just because you are used to saying whatever as and when u like with them means you can do the smae to us things will eventually die down but it takes long time.
ATTITUDE IS UNACCEPTABLE"

And she told me this which leave a very great impact in my life...

" I understand how you feel.... I cannot assure about the future... The future is unpredictable we cant guess them but only let nature takes its course.... i hope you know alot of things are beyond my control...."

I mean seriously,
If u understood how i felt, you wouldnt had INGORE me
And
If u had are my TRUE friend,
U will tell me whats wrong with me, so that i could understand and be a better person.
And it isnt BEYOND your control
When u have a brain , a mouth , a pair of hands and legs,
To come and tell me what im doing now is wrong and stop it.
Rather than being childish, talking at my back and ignoring. -.-

Now i try my best to socialise with the group of GEEK guys
Which i think they are kinda cool.
And the previous group was kinda "hi-bye" friend now.

In the recent 2012
Brendan got break up with rain.
Which i think is quite a great decision made.
Because brendan had been suffering quite alot being with rain.
He's like not being himself after through he was with rain.
I hope Brendan will get better eventually.

Alright thanks for the time, Bloggy
Now im quite excited for my OGL Eagles camp.
Because i can make more new FRIENDS so that my social network will be bigger!! :)
And i will want to build up my confidence in meet new people.
HAHA!
Alright! time for some study section!
UPDATE real soon if i had the time!
BYE~!

2011-04-18T05:29:00.000-07:00

hell yea this is wat i learn in my poly today.
something like that.
programming work

#insert void(stdio.d) ;
void(blank) void ;
insert( val1, val2, val3, val4,) idex ;
picturf("enter yr 2 of yr favourite numder") num;
printf( 1 2 );
picturf(" enter yr last number to complete") idex#1;
printf( 5 );
{
( %d %d %d %d : &val1 + &val2 + &val3 + &val4 whosum;
totalis:
picturf(" the size of yr wanker is 8cm")

whenever u called me i rolled up.

2011-04-15T03:52:00.000-07:00

-i wan friends that love me, not backstab me

Hello blog!
Hey i meet u again!
My life's good,
how about u.

BLOG I LOVE U
U grant my wish!
I finally found this person who understand me.
Thank you blog!

This person is special.
Why?

This person somehow have same personalitity as me.
Every single stuff we did and even impression on other,
Was like the same.
We are BLUR
We are SOCIALBLE
We are TALKTIVE
We love SPORTS
We love CHEESEEE!
We love POTATOES!
We love DURIANS!
We love EATING MARATHON
We love SENERIES
We dislike UNBELIEVERS
We dislike BORING PPLS
We are into HOROSCOPES

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY

We are going thought almost the same situation together.
~

We exchanged stories and I learn alot of stuff.
But im not the worse compared.
I learned that i cannot trust a person too much
I learned that i cannot put much faith on a person
I learned that never to push myself too much if i couldnt make it.
I learned that i must smile no matter what im doing.
I learned that love is unspeakable.

I sincerly thank you for all yr attention of hearing me speak,
And being there for me.
U made me a different person today.
Thanks for destressing me and untuned my sadness.
Thanks a million again, bestest.

I shall end here and going for guitar!
Awesome day with my love,
and sleeping like pig at home!
signing off! :)

2011-04-06T00:58:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY!!

I LOVE U JOWAYNE:) ALL THE WAY!
WISHING US ALL THE BEST,
IN THE FUTURE WE HAVE, I SHALL PROMISE MYSELF,
TO BE MATURE IN TIMES OF SERIOUINESS,
AND CHILDISH IN TIMES OF PLAYING.

I SHALL UPDATE SOON NEXT WEEK.
ONE PIC BEFORE I GO!

HAHA A CUTE PIC SHE DID FOR ME LAST YEAR!
BYE!

U made me smile :)

2011-03-17T20:46:00.000-07:00

Even if u have any imprefection that ppl wont like, dont worry , my love is still there for you.

Hello bloggy!
Im back to visit you!
U have been listening to my nonsence ever since i had my first crush,
Which is sec 1?
5 years ago!
My relationship is doing well.
Somehow i feel,
Having a parther that loves you really gives you a warm feeling.
And the feeling is AWESOME.
You feel so secure when he/she is there for you.
And you can give or receive hug whenever you are down or touched.
You also can be proud of,
Having someone you love which he/she is totally the one and only in this entire universe!

My sweetheart Jowayne.
Each and very first couple stuff was done with her.
And i did not regret.
Because i know that it takes two hands to clap.
If she love me , i will love her even more.

My 2nd month is a total challenging month for me to cope with her.
Lots of miscomunication,
But apart from there, she gives me surpises that make me really treasure the time.
Im a people who likes my gf to give and show lots of love.
But she's type of person that is partially oppersite of me.
And that period of time,
She showed affection and i was totally stunned.
As she once told me she would recieve gooseburp if talking about this.
Like wat marissa told me,
Everyone has something that they dont usually do,
And if they do it, treasure that period.
Of course,
I did apperciate the outcome, because is not the usual her.

Yesterday i went to somewhere at puggol.
And is the very first time i see a romantic and beautiful place,
Which dont even look like singapore!
It's at night.
There a resevior.
With background of a thick forest.
The moon was bight and round, slighty above the trees
The sky was clear and you could see stars so clearly.
Reflection of the moon and trees can be seen on the water.
And is totally romantic!!
The first thing i thought was,
I promise myself to bring her here to enjoy the seneries with me.

OK bloggy!
I shall end here and update you about my stuff on our 3rd month aniversary!
Thanks for listening to me early in the morning!

I love you!

Our Day Came On the 5th of every month(:

2011-03-04T22:23:00.000-08:00

Ques: If i was given a wish, wat will it be?
ans: To have a everlasting and comfort love relationship with her.

HELLO BLOGGY!
How have u been?
It going to be 1 month long and still no one noticed changes in my blog!
Thats good for me because i dont have to lock my life to be viewed by lucky passerby!
Im so happy today!
Do u know why, blog?
Because its my 2nd month with her!

Happy 2nd Month!!
My Beloved Jowayne!

Its our 2nd month and i still have time to blog.
Started to be confused?
Asking y?
Because we didn't go out for today :(
We spend our morning playing blackshot(bs).
I ask her to go out on bs.
But she just ignore me.
I think she didn't noticed.

I had not really go out with her ever since the starting of our first month.
I miss her :(
Every saturday, i asked her out. But none of them succeed.
In the weekdays, she can't because she is either lazy or very busy.
The last time we meet was just a short period.
And its not much for me.
My mind always wanted to give up asking her out because there seems like no chance at all.
But my heart continues to wait.
Knewing that one day, we will have one long day together.

U know.
How is wish i could see her everyday.
My first valentines was with her.
But im not satisfied with the place we go.
At least i could wish her and im happy with it.
I hope the next valentine with her will be more exciting :)
I felt a much better and improved relationship with her now.
Worries and discomfort shorten ever since 1st month!
Hope to have a better start from today onwards!

I used the horoscope readings to guide me along.
It really helps me to understand her better and getting along with her.
But one day i bet this will not help me anymore.
This is wat it says:

Libra takes a gentle logical approach to life, while Capricorn has more serious methodical nature which may cause some problems. Both have the same intellectual approaches, but conflict comes when both express themselve. Libra is out going and talkative sign, while Capricorn is more reseverd and detached. Causing Libra to feel uncomfortable and rejected, despite capricorn can be an attentive listener. Libra needs Capricorn to display affection , a feeling that Capricorn may unnecessarily deem most of the time. Libra can teach Capricorn how to deal with fear of getting in touch with their emotions. Libra is often more romantic than Capricorn, but both show ture romances in relationships. While Capricorn do not think that spending much time with Libra is important, Libra make sure to set aside enough time for Libra. Resulting Libra feeling neglected. If this issues are not properly tackled, it can lead to conflicts and major disagreement.

This just shows it all.
And i used this approach to counter whatever problem i faced in my relationship!
It helps alot.

Whenever i feel sad, i always thought she was beside me.
And i could turn around and give her a tight hug.
i miss hugging her.
i miss her beautiful smile.
i miss the way she say i love u.
i miss going out with her
i miss her totally :(

She is now eating dinner with her family.
I hope she really enjoyed herselve and not thinking about the badtimes.
If she is happy, so am i :)

Thx blog for been attentive!
Shall update in the mid of this month

(:

2011-02-10T20:59:00.000-08:00

HELLO!
It has been years since i last update my blog!!!
I update this for only one purpose....
To shout out my misery.
everyone has forgotten about my blog,
and it will be good to let go here
talking to my blog itself (:

I dont really think i made a good bf.
I tried to make myself perfection, but instantly something will always go wrong.
Being in this state, i finally understand how other couples cope with that own relationship.
True to say there is always up and down,
And always saying that my relationship will last forever,
Somehow u feel wierder each second, minute, hours, day and months long with yr oppersite sex.
If u are someone that respect more on emotional,
U will understand how i feel.
I scarificed time, money, hobbies, friends, and most important family for her.
Trying my best to know her more and getting closer to her.
But i think it's worth if she accpet this apperciation.
Understand each other is the 2nd most important thing in relationship.
I do understand her but things started to change after the 1st month.
The length of sentence in her messages started to shorten.
And the ways of talking became more sarcastic.
I tried to write more, but
Result is still the same.
Worst still she say my joke are lame, unlike last time.
When she wrote i love u, i will smile and always look back to the message,
Again and again.
But she dont always write that, so i dont get the privilege.
The most important word to quote a long lasting relationship is trust.
With trust, yr love will be unstoppable.
We both have trust, but i think im the one with the least of it.
I cant really trust her to the full extend, i just dont know why.
The main point is that i always suspect her and lead to miscommuication.
This is where i always blame myself for not thinking twice.
Giving all the trust u have to that particular person, will also cause a disadvantage
As onces the Trust is broken, it leads the person to....
HELL
SUFFERINGS
DEPRESSION
SUCIDE
I believe she not that kind (:
I don't blame my gf for everything, because i feel there is nothing to gain.
Moreover, i love her more.

Seriously speaking, i dont think my gf is neither hot nor pretty.
She is not the dream girl in my mind.
But she is understanding, easy-going, clever, trustable, and CUTE!
The way she talk doesn't seem to be her age like and i love that point.
Mature thinking she had.
She is special in her own way where it came to attract me.
And thats her beautiful SMILE :D
Its is unresistable, attractive, and outstanding.
Everytime we are out, i will always try to make her smile,
Because it makes me happy and it kills everything in my mind expect for her.
And all this madeup perfection in her.

U know,
Somedays later, i wish i can meet someone experience, leading the same situation like me.
And i will ask,
Wat do u think about us(me and her)?
And i will ask how am i going to improve.

Im glad that u understand me, blog.
Im going to do whatever it takes to gain back the happy spirit and atmoshpere.
I shall end here and update again next month.

I love her from the deepest place in my heart.

2009-11-14T07:36:00.000-08:00

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!

we are getting our result on dec 18...

and im still not employ

damm the employee

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4N3 i will never forget....

i dont really noe if all the 4N3 student can be promoted to sec 5

i really hope all of us can graduate together...

ought some of us have different thinking....

some thing that ITE is better for them..

maybe i will be the one going ITE

english fail means ITE route

but anway i will still never forget 4N3!!

the days we have are just memorable

day we play taiti in class...

this pic... so cute

comment it!!

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YBC ALL THE WAY

i miss YBC so much

there haven been any update in YBC blog

i hope YBC can be an much active group

organizing more outing to strengthen our bonds

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GROUP BIG FOOT!!!

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2009-10-20T03:08:00.000-07:00

weeee...~!!
hahah i free at last
left with o's math and that's it!!!
ahahha
FREEDOM
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(top) zhiwei, cornad, aziz (btm) bryan , nelson

today i'm gona blog about my pass fun and tiring days in nemationIII
GRANRONEO was our group name... suggested by zhiwei and aziz
this name was actually call Granrodeo, a famous japan band group...
nelson's surname is neo , so deo and neo sounds alike. so we change it!!
nelson face was like " ah crab!! damm you us"

TOP 40 selection starts, 2 team from siglap sec join. fusion4 and Granroneo.
we both team are close and very good buddys. but Fusion4 idea cant make it to
TOP 20. and so Granroneo went.

TOP20 was very interesting. we learn 2D animation and some sort of photoanimation
skill i forgot the name. And eventually we still make it in TOP10.

Can u believe it... since the start of animation, we got no intention to forward ourselve to TOP10 and even TOP40. we keep playing non-stop, using the computer there to play Y8 games and disture people in msn.... i think we are just luckly
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finally TOP10
our animation title name is call " the plastic bag"
show how the bag transit scene to scene
and showcase how singaporean make use of the plastic bag.

we travel to NTU early in the morning from pasri ris and come home at about 10
very tiring ....
here's some pic!!
nelson , bryan , aziz , zhi wei . conrad teach us how to use tabs...

nelson, bryan, aziz, zhiwei, eunice(reporter), eustance(ass.teacher). conrad teaching again

aziz!!

aziz teaching zhiwei

zhiwei , aziz , bryan

bryan, nelson

me drawing!!

aziz dont know why smiling hahah!! and zhiwei

nelson!!
hahahah nice right!!! (top) aziz, bryan, nelson (mid)conrad (btm) zhiwei
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on the last day of nemation , we play games and more
zhiwei won himself a boxs of APOLLO!!!
look at conrad's guitly laugh hahahah!!

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finally result are shown at suntec city

we didnt got 1st

but aleast a TOP10 and dota in NTU wahahaha!!!

teo chin hen, zhiwei , nelson , me , LTC (dont know who), aziz at prayers

here our video!!

thx for reading my story ahahha!!!

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finally i overcome!!!

2009-10-13T01:40:00.000-07:00

yoyo

blog again actually i oso nth to blog about

everytime want to blog

cant use com

ahhhh..............

O level math coming liao

must study

hahah

signing off ^^!!

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trust me, i can do it

2009-09-17T03:43:00.000-07:00

YBC GOGOGO!!!
waaaaaaaa........ this few days are so stress
n and o levels are coming hahaha
must chiong le hahahah
hahah
nth to write le hahah

hahah that's me !!!!
so long ago
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i had regretted , i should not have say it

2009-08-29T22:14:00.000-07:00

hahah
blog again!!
i got back my pelim result
eng- not sure yet
chin- d7
sci-A1
math-A1
amath-B3
humanities-C5

not a really goodresult
i'm so lucky to have my korkor to teach me sci and humanities
to my korkor!!
i will get that 100 dollar from u that u bet with me on my n level results!!!

i will end with this pic!!!
me and my korkor
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u take care of me
i love hearing yr voice
yr scolding and yr nagging
u seen me grown in yr arms

i went to visit u at the hospital
u saw me walking to u
u give that cheerful smile
i hug u
i miss u
get well soon my dearest!!

ahma i love u<3

2009-06-29T06:48:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo

i found some pic on the YBC camp but itis not all

last friday, we went to sentosa !!!

look at the pic... wtm right haha^^

we have lots of fun

hahah

but we all forgot to take a group pic!!

then we went to eat at vivo city!!!

i saw lionel eric and dainel at burgerking ^^

they went to watch transformer^^

we went home at about 10pm

and was conicedence that zihui stay in pasir ris too^^

so i follow her home cause i think i'm afraid she will be kipnap by bangala??

wtm

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2009-06-21T07:31:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo.... hahaha
i am back from my 3 days 2 night camp^^
YBC camp ROX!!!
......
pic in ybc camp will be post .... not now
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last week was ivy birthday
happy birthday ivy!!!

we want to k-box and sing....
here are some pic

actually there was a video of zhi wei and mr soh P.K

but i cant download... so if u want to see go to ivy blog to see

ok i will end here

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pic are copyrighted by ivy and miao yan

2009-05-30T04:58:00.000-07:00

yoyo...
hey to update blog last week sunday,
there is a guitar performance carry on at seragoon cc
i got some pic!!

hahaha
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guitar roxz!!

2009-04-18T20:19:00.000-07:00

mid year exam is coming study hard everyone^^ lol....
*end
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i wish i could turn back time and make "it" not happen.....

2009-03-28T20:37:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo....

hahah

i blog again!!!

hahaha since i had nth to blog about...

so i blog on the day i went to kbox with the stars singer school teacher

muahahahha
all pic in the kbox is copyright by miaoyan and ivy
thx

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star singer #1
star singer #2
star singer #3
campus singer#1
campus singer #2
campus singer #3 (slacking)

star singer #2 sleeping hahah
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then the teachers left for their things
left with us 4 people
so cool
we had a big room to enjoy in
muahahahah!!!

big right the room?
lee VS me haaha i think i lose
lee and ivy
me and ivy
me and lee ^^

me and miao yan
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i end with this pic....
hahahahaha
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i love comics drawing hehe

2009-03-22T07:37:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo i am bored here again... lol
hahah the holiday is fun hahaha

i still miss C'est La Vie very much
i hope to go with my friends again next 2 year hahah

here the picme and phyllis
me with zong han spec .... wtf
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i like this pic best omg ^^
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waaaa........................
i miss nemation chalet yesterday (21.3.09)
i miss get to see estance .... sad
i never get to say goodbye to pearlyn and courtney lol

i miss nemationIII...!!
€nd...
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hahhaha i love music

2009-03-15T00:29:00.001-07:00

yoyoyo
lol
hey !!
i blog this post because i'm bored... damm bored
some games are not really my chioce
I WAN LEFT 4 DEAD..... SAD
i now blog about the performance i had last few weeks
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we had performance at pasir ris CC...
but the sad thing was that ...
the crowd was not the crowd our guitar class wants...
it's damm few people ...
but at least some of my friend come down to support us...
thx guys ^^

before the performance , we were at the performance room
siglap ang gong was there too .... ^^
they also went to perform in the CC haha
COOl
ok here are some pics ^^
1st row,from left(bottom) nelson, bryan, keith . 2nd row, from left(top) dexter(ass.teacher) eric, zhi wei, anthony, steven(teacher-in-charge)from left

siglap ang gong!!!!

eric and me

eric and me again

anthony and zhi wei !!

both of them again ^^

keith , nelson and me ^^ actually zhi wei was inside together so there will be 4 people performing ... damm the DJ , he dont have extra mic damm it.... and i lost to zhi wei scissor paper stone so i perform intead of him lol.....

here's my teacher performing with his keyboard hahah..... his vocal roxs!!

here the end of ths post

the next perform will be on the national day... most probably at pasir ris CC
so i hope u see more people to watch cause it's a big event ^^
signing off
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guitar rox!!
she was loved(my guitar)

2008-11-10T21:05:00.000-08:00

waaa.... time fly so fast hor....
nemation workshop start next monday
waaa.... sian lor
lol
...
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love suck

2008-10-29T03:49:00.000-07:00

blog again....
haha
sorry i no blog for a long time
haha
i dont know wat to say
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3 more week for nemation workshop yea...!!

2008-09-16T04:22:00.000-07:00

good day as usual^^
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ELEMENT 6
DETAIL MODE

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NO QUESTION our new band name

2008-09-15T04:44:00.000-07:00

waaa..... fuck la day....
i dont know how my phone drop
now in front got a huge crack...
waaa... irritating leh....
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

fuck the day today la...

2008-09-12T21:07:00.000-07:00

13/09/08
yeaaa.... today was my chinese birthday under the lunar calendar
haha
eating red eggs and hainaese rice ball done by my grandma was great
my real birthday is coming ... wuhooo...^^
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N.E Mation
OUR SUPER PITCH!!well? they updated in www.nemation.sg
haha this is wat they wrote about us...

nemation says:

Running around with a plastic bag was Team Granroneo who wanted to use it as a way of transiting from one scene to another. These boys shared a story that revolved around the unique usages of plastic bags in our heartlands, which not many Singaporeans would know. Delivering their presentation with entertaining skits and providing great answers during the Q&A session, this team made all the right moves and impressed the judges immensely.

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they oso interview aziz after the pitch
"We are feeling very good that our team has gotten into Top 10. Right now, I'm going to go back to pray, eat and finish all my homework." - Aziz Abdul Aziz Bin Anuar from Team Granroneo, Siplap Secondary School

ok we have to go back in the nov again.....

haha

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tomorrow my greatest day^^

2008-09-07T07:27:00.000-07:00

N.E MATION III
it rox!!
GRANRONEO is top 10
NOV go back 3 week for more pain TT
nvm
PAIN IS GAIN!!
^^

have a nice look at the video we make ^^

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dont know how i feel now
i'm tired of this

2008-08-16T21:40:00.000-07:00

16.08.08
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cousin's new born baby 1st month wor
so cute the baby
^^
then me sam kor... terence kor and val mei
go K box...
actually want go see movie
then i forgot y go K box
here's same pic
terence kor dont not sing wat song ... i think F4

drinks^^
sam kor^^ sing Jay CHou
me act cool not cool.... btw i 'm waiting for my song
jonas brother ....S.0.S
Sam kor again
i want do beat box...TT
me and Sam kor singing ... aa... Jay Chou songs
finally my song.... ZHAo Zi Ji ^^
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have so much fun....
then go eat pepper lunch
$10 gone!!

i love the day today
cause so long no cousin meeting le...^^
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darling i hope u are happy at the beach ^^

2008-08-12T06:12:00.000-07:00

happy birthday brandon.....^^

time fly pass ...
day past so fast
and came to an ending of yr 14TH
u should be happy^^

boy ah
yr 15TH birthday was celebrated
by tons of people
hope u had a happy day today

i make friend with u on the early sec 3
could still remember yr first meet with me
when we went to chinese class
had a great time with u

i never regret u...
being my fun and laugher friend
being my helping hand in chinese
being my great bestest friend

~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~
i dont know what happen to pandemonium....
loved my girl....^^

2008-08-10T23:57:00.000-07:00

10.8.08
~~~~~~~
AT night went to play guitar so fun ^^

haha then when playing catching
haha
so fun lor
!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~~
love u^^

2008-08-09T09:11:00.000-07:00

9.8.08

where the great day came alike
i love singapore
happy birthday!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i went to padang
to watch my singapore's birthday
haha
so nice took lots of pic
cool hehehe

~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~~~

8.8.08
i will never forget the day i was with u^^
i love u....
~

2008-08-05T06:14:00.000-07:00

5/8/08
~~~~~~~~~~~
ELEMENT 6 ^^

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

sorry guy i so long no update

cause i so lazy

haha

nth to say so bb^^

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~

3 more day ...^^

i love u

2008-07-26T07:20:00.000-07:00

26/07/08

sorry i no update my blog frequenlly le...
cause i'm so lasy to type....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
this few day would be busy ....
because of

N.E mantion!lll
the theme question is....
wat make's us singaporean??
can u tell me??
@@@@@@@
so tried lor....

ok gtg research bb.....^^
~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~
####-####
#my thoughs#
####-####

sometime i wonder
-wat's going next?
and
-wat's going happen?
but i never though
-wat's going to be in the end?

picturing me and my good friends
sitting under a well-shaded place....
drinking and eating
chatting non-stop

did u ever think -wat are u going to do next
and -wat happen if i did
i bet u did

but i never think -wat's going to be in the end....??
think twice...
####### done by pandemonium#######
#####poem "twice"#####
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hey where's my love ones...??

2008-07-05T22:52:00.000-07:00

5/07/08
recol.....
~~~~~~~~
haha...
i had my best day ever....
this is the first time...
i go to a concert with a girl....
i love u.....!!
keep that bear well...!!
~~~~~~~~END~~~~~
to u.... if u noe who u are....
~
u noe.....
that night was great eventually
.....
i have somethings i want to say about...
but i was shy when i wana tell...
so i shall speak up now....
~
i was sad that ? day
was look though yr blog....
something caught my attention
i was though u have a bf.....
~
from that day on ...
i was so jealous..
that u treat him better then me....
so i went on a search for his profile...
now i noe who he is...
~
i'm sorry i cant message u like the old time
and that's beacause
i am too sad...
as i though u dont love me any more
i dont know if u believe or not...
~
that night after the concert ....
i went to sleep straight after i bath....
i have a great dream....
i dream about the day and the aloneness we had together
then something change
the dream turn into i nightmare...
i was seem u push me a side...
and say u dont love me any more
and u went away with another guy...
then i woke up suddenly ... and that's 3am+
i feel my heart pumping so fast...
and tearss... dropping from my cheeks
i feel i am crying for a long time...
cause i saw that i had red eye in the mirror
from then i try to sleep ....
the good dream came back finally....
i was glad....
~
serious
now i noe that loving someone
is not so simple like abc
i cant leave with out u ....
~
i hope u understand me...
u are the girl... i'm waiting for....
i dont wana stead because i wana study first
and because i'm oso too childish to control my love emotions
hope u willing to wait for me ^^
till n-level is over
..... i still love u no matter wat
no one can replace u....
~~~~i love u dont leave me~~~~

2008-07-05T22:42:00.000-07:00

6/7/08

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

ELEMENT 6

on coming manga story....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2008-06-28T07:02:00.000-07:00

28/06/08
i got my ankle hurt
with a very deep cut in it
almost went for stiching

dont worry
it's not pain when hurt
it's feels so numb
and itchy
haha

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i love u .....
hold my hand

be with me 4 ever

i wouldn't let go of u.....

~~~~~~~~~end~~~~~~~~~~~

element six on the way....

2008-06-25T06:02:00.000-07:00

..................
yeaa..... i got so many bestfriend....
out of so many i only treasure 11 of them the most
i love them....
lee neo aziz lai des za chua heng jenna marissa......
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~

i love only her.... the one i treated her the best....

2008-06-19T01:04:00.000-07:00

take this pic by forcess....
cause need a nice pic for the singapore teen modeling...
actually dont want to go
but so sad mdm rose say must take then
no choice must take
somemore... the audition is see looks de....
lol
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~
u love me mah.... or u are just playing me....

2008-06-17T03:07:00.000-07:00

17/06/08

i hurt my toes

ouch.....

kick the ball to hard

sian...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i wana apologize to this particual girl

since sec 2

i admired u

but never though this would happen

when i look into yr eyes

u simle back to me

when i was in difficultics

u are the first to be there for me...

u never forget to wave at me

whenever u see me

i was proud to have "u"

i was couraged to have "u"

but the thing is....

even since that week

u never answer my call

i was totally worry

hence , i never give up

i only hope u pick up my call

day flies and the reason u give was....

sorry....

i was suspecting things....

growing more imagination in my head

i never though of love....

when sec 3 came...

i was old enough to think.....

i felt that

i had fall in love with another girl

and that is "u"

my heart rates gets deeper into u....

the pumping action got high when i see u

i started to be shy when i look into yr eye

i started shutting my mouth with tougue-tied

1 year past and

one of my friend say "u" are waiting for me

on this time round...

i knew what will happen next.....

but when i was really to propose...

i was to late

i was too late

as u accpeted another guy...

sorry ... for letting u down...

<crack3 sob

~~~~~~~~~~~~end~~~~~~~~

i dont really noe what is love

2008-06-15T01:06:00.000-07:00

15/06/08
holidays ending...^^
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
13/06/08

haha
anthony , zhi wei and me go work
at ang mo kuo
then saw this pic... haha
we keep luaghing non-stop
think stupid things la...

yeaa.... i earn $160 le....
must save haha
~~~~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~
Oh What Mess
You've Got The Best Of My Heart
It Broke And Now It's Just A Joke
Cause You're Moving Right Along
I'm Still Here And You're Gone

Oh What ShameYou Know
I Didnt Mean For The Winds To Change
Won't Ever Be The Same
Cause The Kisses That You Blew
Could Never Ever Move

I Think I Need Some Time
By Myself Without Anybody Else
I Just Need To Unwind
In My Time Machine
I Need To Go Far Away
A Few Years Back Would Be Ok
I Just Need To Unwind
In My Time Machine

Hey You Ya I'm Talking To You
You Lost The Love In Bed
And Now It's Just Dead
Cause It Didn't Mean A Thing
Waiting For A Ring
Hey It's A Game And Ain't It A Shame
That It's Just A Show
I Thought That This Was Love
But I Can't Be Fooled Again
I'm Cryin' Out But I Can't Give In

I Think You Need Some Time By Yourself
Without Anybody Else
You Just Need To Unwind
In Your Time Machine
You Need To Go Far Away
A Few Years Back Would Be Ok
You Just Need To Unwind
In Your Time Machine

All The Things That We Could Change(things That We Could Change)
Now We'll Never Be The Same
I Think I Need Some Time By Myself
Without Anybody Else
I Just Need To Unwind
In My Time Machine
I Need To Go Far Away
A Few Years Back Would Be Ok
I Just Need To Unwind
In My Time Machine
By Myself
I Don't Need Anybody Else
I Just Need To Unwind
In My Time Machine
In My Time Machine
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

HAPPY FATHER's DAY

2008-06-09T05:50:00.000-07:00

09/06/08
nahh.... my new drawing....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
yeahhh....
i enough money buy my motoralo earpiece....
heng i got work or... no more

next week ... my band member are meeting each other le...
hope the members can co-orperate well...
or we can no long stand up....

after this session of my drawing class....
i'm going to learn adult arts....
i see so many people draw so nice accpet me....
need to work hard le

my dream of eletic guitar was gone...
no more le....
so sadd....
i hope miracle could come.....
~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~
Pandemoniun.... ARISESSS.....!!!!!

2008-06-07T21:11:00.000-07:00

8/6/08

wasss.... great...
found my life interesting today ...

helped lee prepare for tomorrow spec course

gonna miss him.... without him is like the world with out

laugher.....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

my teacher's art work... nice hor...??

~~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~

is gaming better than life??

2008-06-06T19:31:00.001-07:00

What Bryan Han Means

What Bryan Han Means You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

the understanding look real... i wonder how the wed understand me...lol

2008-06-03T23:48:00.000-07:00

4/6/08
holiday yaya holiday
noww.... hor
want to upload photo ... then the thing spoil
dammm ...it

i want pass this bus stop advers...
saw this panda kong fu thing....

so angry that they copyright...
my band name....." pandamoniun"
owww...... want kick the kong fu....TT

yeaa.... finally i am going to learn 3D anime drawing
cool hor....
haha.... yea.....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~
i dont know wat is love...

2008-05-26T21:51:00.000-07:00

27/05/08

yeaaa...... the uploader finally ok le ...MAYbe??

cute hor....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

nice mah......

got so bored then go self-create charater

hope it's nice...

(click-it)

give some comment....

i want to know if i got improve

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Pandemonium to the best....!!! high-5*!!

yeaa...

...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~~

i have had a great time at the beach with u....

love u alway...^^

2008-05-25T17:36:00.000-07:00

INSTRUCTIONS:
A)people who have been tagged
must write their answers on their blogs
& replace any question
that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) tag 8 people to do this quiz
& those who are tagged cannot refuse.
these people must state
who they were tagged by
& cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
continue this game by sending it to other people.

START HERE:
#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
i will never want to see her face again...

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
a dream of our pandemonium band in success

#3 Whose butt would you like to kick?
proud people of cause

#4 What would you do with a billion dollars ?
donate to the china because of the earthquake...... and save some

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
kind hearted person.... and honest to me

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
both obviously

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
dont really noe..... if she seriously dont like me , hope she could just say and tell me dont like me Sob.......TT

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
seriously i dont know ... wat to do..... feel like killing myself..... SOB>.<

#9 Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
when my brothers are around me .... fun and laugher

#10. Name the one thing that floats in and out of your mind.
day dream......^^

#11 What takes you down the fastest ?
growing taller....

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
a successful band done..... (aziz , i will not let u down)

#13 Who is currently the most important people to you?
family and friend .....!!!!

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
dont know .... haha lazy check

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
haha..... aa.... dont know

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
walk to the bathroom and bath

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
dont really noe cause i dont have relationship before

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
none

#19 what type of people do you hate?
none.....

The 8 people who will be tagged are:
#1. eliza
#2. joceyln
#3. ivy
#4. ling han
#5. shermeen
#6. aik hui
#7. jenna

#8. terence ah kor....

Tagged by: MARISSA! :D

2008-05-24T23:01:00.000-07:00

25/05/08

haha love this song too much
and some more in pokemon song....diao....haha

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

You've been such a good friend
I've known you since I don't know when
We've got a lot of friends,
But they come and go
Even though we've never said it,
There's something that the two of us both know

CHORUS

Together, forever no mater how long
From now, until the end of time
We'll be together and you can be sure
That forever and a dayThat's how long we'll stay
Together and forever more

Always gone that extra mile
Depended on you all the while
Even in the good and bad times
You will see
From now until our journey's end
You know that you can always count on me

REPEAT CHORUS

No matter where our destiny leads
I'll be there for you,
always come through
And that you can believe

REPEAT CHORUS
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
best friends is alway more important than others^^

2008-05-24T07:21:00.000-07:00

24/05/08

haha great day
for neo's birthday
haha
treasure the day today
never forget ....

check out the pic in eliza or ivy blog
cause my blog cannot upload pic.....lol

haha
that's all folk's...^^
~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
haha neo's was a cheerful boy today indeed...^^

2008-05-23T06:04:00.000-07:00

23/05/08

tomorrow is nelson neo birthday
i will like to wish him
a happy beloved birthday....
-----------------------------
i had never regret u
as my oldest
and most respestful
brother
i noe that u like this particual girl
u cant just end yr life because of her
i was once like u before
when i see u like this
it makes me feel hatred against my past
life was great
when we were fated
harmony brought to us
as god give us hope
it's yr birthday tomorrow
i believe u
can be once a cheerful boy
nelson
smile alway.......
--------------------------------------
end
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i love u dear.......^^

2008-05-18T02:27:00.000-07:00

18/5/08
haha
went fishing again
this time neo and lee never go.....
but never mind at least my bro got go....
we got up at 6.00 and meet my cousin
at 6.30
then we go take boat go pula wubin
fishing
me , my bro , my father and my malay cousin
haha

walao stupid photo uploader cannot use.... but nvm
at least i have had fun there

^^
~~~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~~~
love u .... me dear girl.... :]

2008-05-15T02:15:00.000-07:00

15/05/08

waaa.... siao leh....

so many fail lor...
die ah...
my electic guitar fly away leh...
sob...TT

english:??
chinese: comfirm fail
math: naibei stupid express math>> 42/100
comby science: deprove>> 56/100
comby humanties : improve>> 61/100
A-math: never study >> 34/100

but never mind ... i promise myself to work hard in common test....
then i can recevie me electic guitar...
then my brother sure die....
let him cannot play key board....
MUAHAHAHA (EVIL*)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
3.30 we went to play basketball.....
haha so fun....
3 v 3 ....
then suddenly got gangster come....
waaa.... sian....
then in the end we thrash them
haha

7.30
lee neo anthony kieth and me go play guitar ....
like so funny
cause neo keep kana disture by us.....

we have had a great day...^^

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i love u more then u though....

2008-05-14T00:37:00.000-07:00

1) Have you seen a real miracle happening to you before ?
have ... but it last for a short while...

2) What is the thing that you want most now ?
aziz can faster write finish the verse 2 of the song...

3) LINGHAN says:wat wiill euu do iif euu do not noe who euu reallii love?
i will just think about it and ..... try to indicate the one i really really love...^^

4) If you have one more wish to wish for , what would it be ?
i wish i will time travel back and start back from sec 1 again.....^^

5) What are you afraid to lose most now ?
10 of mine true best bro and sis.....

6) Do you believe in ETERNAL love ?
yes obviouslyXD

7) If you meeted someone tht you love alot , will you confess to him/her ?
aaa...... i guess it's a yes or a maybe no....

8) What would you do with 200 bucks ?
SAVE IT...!!!

9) What is currently in your mind ?
MY ELECTIC GUITAR!!!!!

10) What type of people do you hate most ?
i am friendly ... i dont really hate people of any type....!!

11) {[u]WoHenXiangAiTa[/u]} says: Would you cherish every friendship of yours ?
forever yes...!!!

12) Do you believe in GOD ?
yes...

13) What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
love my family and my best friend

14) {ahmich} says : Do you believe in true love ?
yes...

15) What do you wna your friendship to be like ?
fun, happy trustworth....

16) AIKHUI{♥} says: If gqiven a chance, would you get back with your ex?
too bad ... i got no ex

17) What is your favorite hobby ?
draw comic....

18) If you`re feeling low one day , where would you go to ?
the beach to relax

19) Who would you spend your day with if its your last day on earth ?
my family members + my best bro.... neo and lee

20) If you have the permission to destroy something , what/who would it be ?
nth....

Instructions :
Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question .
Make it a total of 20 questions ,
then tag 10 people in your list .

i lazy so i dont want...^^

2008-05-09T21:51:00.000-07:00

10/5/08

thxx.... eliza funfun.....
for spenting so much time help to do my blog
i was feeling so great .....
des was so xin fu to have eliza as his stead.....!!

once again i want to thank eliza for help to do my blog
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
MESSAGE to eliza : funfun thx wor .... bestest friend in the 10 of us
hope u noe who are the 10 !! thx again!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~

a..... i want to talk about the blog spaming thing.....

hey passby ... i hope u understand ....
i hate guessing people name.....
so plz put u name next time so that i noe who u are.....

however , u not only make me guess who u are...
u oso give stupid comment on me....
i noe i was once shy to tell her how i feel....
and i was stupid to just look at her and not talk to her....
i was just expressing my feeling....
so y u ka bu sa qiu.....
dont tell me u never had strong crushs that make u shy.... do u??

so let me tell u .....
being a friend of mine is easy ....
being an emeny of mine is going DOWN....!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

thank you for help me to scold the pass by....
i will seriously apperciate the help of u all

so let relax and let the matter relax in peace....
i hope this is the first and last blog spaming in my blog.......

thank u again to u all......

beast friend 4 ever......!!!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

u are the girl that is inpossible to find....
forever never lost to my mind and heart....
peace*

2008-05-09T02:09:00.000-07:00

9/5/08

sorry i had hurt u ....
i mean to do that
it just ...it just
i'm sorry
i had been with u of 8month
seen the day i meet u...
i was hanging with a big smile on my face
i was happy to be with u....
i never though this will happen
u are the greatest
i never u down
i hope u can forgive me ...
i promise this will never happen again
i swear i will protect u again....
i love u ....
my dear handphone.....TT

the drop u by accident.....
the scatch u have on yr face.....
make u look's ugly
but u are still beautiful in the inside....
i will never leave u now....
so sorry.....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~~
..................... love u......................

2008-05-08T05:19:00.000-07:00

8/5/08
waaa.a...... finally exams over
ya...
but lor
sore throat still no over
so sorry for aziz cannot make rythem
cause sore throat cannot sing high tune...
so pain lor....

haha
tomorrow no school....
yea... sleep lor....

me ,brendan ,jovi, brandon ,melvin and zong han go play lan
while waiting for zhi wei, jacky they all....
haha fun sia.....
love it
then they reach lan shop le
we go eat mc...
then prepare go lan again
go home change cloth

then 3pm meet them at lan shop again
play dota
2n2 vs 2n1(last year class)
me ,lee and ,neo vs brandon, zong han and melvin

we kana own like fuck sia.....
but at least i get third....^^

2 match
me ,neo ,zong han vs brandon ,lee and melvin....
this time different
at first own them like fuck then they farm so fast then we lost...

but at least i get 2nd .....^^ haha so happy
so long no train le
still can get 2nd
~
play to 6
then lee and neo pei wo go mrt station
lee and neo go take bus
then i go meet my best friend.....^^
we went to the beach slack and relax
~
then i reach home at 8
then slack use com
then draw comic
then sleep....XD
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~

lalalalala~
i want my eletice guitar desperatly
i want.......
i want...........
i want.....................
i want...........................................
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-07T06:03:00.000-07:00

7/5/08
laughing day for me
to hear esmonde shout on stage
haha ah wang shout lor....
waa.. my ear bustss
haha jkjk

today amath lor....
think i fail le
math oso fail...
stupid express paper...
dammm it

haha after the examination
me lee neo lai des and za go play basketball....

so fun....
then saw kee way there haha

then go home .....
3.30 go lan

then i want to go see chinese doctor one at 7.00
then the shop not open

sian la then go home... lor

hehe....
then sleep when tired....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i love her...
she love me mah??
i try my very best...
she try to accpet me mah??
i suffer from love pain...
she suffer the same thing mah??
i want to be with her...
she want to be with me mah??
i look at her everyday...
she look back mah??
..................................................................................
thing i notice about u was.......
nothing .....
thing i say about u was.....
nothing .....
thing i feel about u was......
nothing .....
thing i never ask was.....
nothing .....
thing i dont want to talk much was.....

"i love u so much indeed i dont know u much"

2008-05-05T01:15:00.000-07:00

5/5/08
good great exam today

........

finally i have had finsh my voodoo charater drawiing
the second piece yea...
my first piece give my teacher leh .....
and not going to take back
cause give to the voodoominis project creater

so draw a second piece
oso going to give to them

hope my drawing can successfully enter the project...
wish me good luck...^^
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~end~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
dont know wat to do....
love her not???

2008-05-04T04:52:00.000-07:00

4/5/08
sunday ......
haha

me neo lee went to study .....
so far so good.....
saw aik hui and her friend in the white sand library
hehe.....
after that we went to play sorccer.....
then today no guitar class...

so at home study....
then tired sleep lor haha
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when u walk past me and say hi.....
my heart beat started to pump faster...

2008-05-01T23:43:00.000-07:00

sorry for the late manga chapter yet???
here chapter 3......^^
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she was there when i wana see her

she was there when i wana talk to her

she was there when i wana her to look at me

she was there when thing happen to change....

she wasn't there when my tear fall off

she wasn't there when my dream become haterd

she wasn't there when my hand fell numb.....

she wasn't there when love was followed by

i try to make her smile

i try to make her luagh

i try to make her happy

i try to hold her hands

i did not try to make her love me

i did not try to make her heart blessed

i did not try to make her gained

i did not try to say....

" i love u"

2008-04-30T06:12:00.000-07:00

30/04/08

wat a great exam day

the social studies so hard lor

sure fail de....

3.00 i went to lai house watch naruto movie 4...!!!

i waited so long now come out le .....

yea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4.25 we went to play sorccer with neo and lee....

so fun

and this is how neo look like playing sorccer

7.30 my family went to changi airport to send my china cousin home .....

hope they reach there yi lu fen shun

nice mah this pic???

then went home and gona sleep

so sorry for zhiwei cannot pei ta go see sorccer match.....

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i will end with

motorola rox for life.....!!!!

2008-04-29T03:38:00.000-07:00

29/04/08
1 more day before the exam
i gona say something
work hard and play all u want after the exams

lalalala~
stop here le
make yrself a successful life....
bb
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ah girl ....work hard wor...^^

2008-04-25T05:31:00.000-07:00

25/4/08
hmmm..... i knew the day will come
a same old day like wat i was jealous off.....

the day in sch is sian de lor...... borning ......

but today we went to study.....
me , lee , neo, jocelyn ,phyllis last but not least nuan bing
we study in white sands mc.......
study and study ...
then see zong han they all.....
after studying we went to acarde play game game
before that lai come
i lost to lee again in daytona..... daammm it lor..... only now how to block .....
then we play basketball acarde..... score was like level 3 , 215 .....
the girls say they got score of 256 ... i dont know real or not....
after playing..... me and lai +neo stand outside .....

all of the sudden my emotion change ...... i felt depress and i dont know y...
i have had experince this two time in my life....
and was corrupted in love......
i had this feeling i will lost in that sence....
sometime i wonder
y love must be created....
this stupid drepressed feeling of mine had puff out two times....
but eventually i overcome it.....
with the help of my friends....

girl i hope u noe who i am pointing too....
i hope u could give me a chance to be with u.....
my feeling to u is real....
now no one can stop me from loving u.....
i swear that i shall never give up
even if i was rejected
even if people luagh at yr appearance
even if u avoid me
....
i will still wait for u.....
time fly in many way....
dream come in full of imagination
love come in one piece....
haha
love u girl....

i went to play sorccer as my mood is not regain at that time
i went kicking the ball as hard as i could .....
my opponent keeper is rolling in pain.....
then lee and neo comfort me ....
and i told them i fine...
after that long play i went home....
bath le then sleep
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girl.... hope u could give me a chance......

2008-04-23T05:35:00.000-07:00

23/4/08

after sch we went to the beach to release stress......

weeeee......

fun day......

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i just hope she was there with me to release stress....TT

2008-04-21T05:24:00.000-07:00

21/04/08

was sad yesterday
quarrl with bro
because of one stupid small mp3
dont know y the mp3 screen crack ....
then he scold me like hell...
and i never say sorry as i'm not the fault...
so we quarrl from mp3 to computer to money and so on...
i was so heated that i grab the guitar and gone....

happniess was brought back to life....after i came home
life was normal again....^^
hope that was the one and only last quarrl with my bro

i was also sad for my true srow brothers nelson and zhi wei......
sad for nelson more than zhiwei

y?

sad for nelson cause he couldn't get what he love
couldn't find a proper way out of the darkness....
he was lovesick to her
and ideed
thing didn't go his way....
loving her was the answer to his life...
nothing could cut though this crush his aiming to..
the target for him to win is complicated...
obstacle stack around his corner...
so he have to walk one big round....
and he was not given any chance....
as for his opponent
things is better for him....
he just relax walk to his dream
in the end nelson lost the war.....
4 day had pass....
nelson never wana give up....
a good spirit is still with him....
but his heart is still fageile

sad for lee cause life for him is cruel....
i will just shut my mouth and say no words
as i promise him not to say...
but the hint is.... not about love....

seriouly
life is not really good
this days....
love for eventually ...
not really interested...
it has been 3years for my life
after the girl i love ....found her true love
thing was wild to me.....
i just cant resist the pain in my heart....
i will just want to u to understand how it feel when love is in half
but now
even if i still had the pain....
bad moments had flew away.....
new tales are created .....
but i will never forget the good moment we have had "together"(i think)
until now the feeling to her was still not gone....
i noe that i cant be with a girl that is older than me
but i try hard.....
still
my dream is not happen...
my mind was blank
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i hope nelson and zhi wei will not go emo every time.....

2008-04-19T19:21:00.000-07:00

20/04/08 a great day for family outing

naahhh... i do even have one....

sunday is a day for me to play sports
but in the morning i go jogging with my papa
every time same thing
we jog from my house to changi prison
waaa.... 5km lor
i run to about 4km
i cannot leh ....
my papa because training for marathon
so he call me to walk back
then he ran 10km more...
as soon as i reach the bus stop near my house my papa finish le
so we stetch up a bit then go home relax(8.00am)

my lee and neo want to play basketball (12pm)
so we went to play until 2pm
then we rest
keith call us to go to play field sorccer at 2.30pm
so we went playing
so tiring....

5.30 i went home. i get a shower and took my guitar to cc
meet lee and neo then go
(7.30) guitar lesson end
we went buying bubble tea
then we go practise guitar ....

9.45 i reach home....
bath le then sleep
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19/04/08

i was shock when my comic teacher say that
he is helping a game wed ( www.voodoominis.com )
to make comic storys ...
this voodoo is the string thing human like
so he asked me to help him do charater drawing + short story comic
if it in go , i get pay .....
good right hehe

so i must work hard le heheh....!!!
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to her.....
i still dont understand u much
since primary sch.....
i only notice u from primary 5 onwards
i dont know how i love u
but
i hope u give me achance to be with u...
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2008-04-18T20:12:00.000-07:00

19/04/08
i'm fine today
sat is a very busy indeed.... for me

let recap yesterday bah....
18/04/08

waa..... wear ncc uniform go sch

12.45
havent even eat anything
but so fun lor
i can take command of part B
brought them to yishun ncc headquaters for shooting
so boring there....

good new is there is 6 passes and 1 marksman
went home at 6.20pm

then i went to guitar class
( ask u want to go say dont want hehe in msn ^^)

neo never go but anothney and keith + zhi wei got go
zhi wei is not in a good mood...
and i understand how he feel
but we manage to cheer him up ...
it was like hahahaha luaghing all the way

when home at 10+
i went to watch tv ...
then i sleep.....
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girl??
this love is fine nowaday...
i wana get closer to u each and everyday....
but i still can't as i dont noe y?
is this fate or just a lie

if it a fate ....
thing may happen straight forward
this love should have speak up
when it does't....
i can't get close to u..
how in the world can this relationship be done

and wat if it is a lie ....
thing will be complicated
dream will not act as one...
when love was just a lie
tell me
y can't we just sit back and relax...

i just love u no matter
how u look...
how u speak...
and how people say about u

i still love u no matter what...^^
it the beginning of my new love...

2008-04-15T02:08:00.000-07:00

15/04/08 .....
time fly so fast....
15 day to mid year exam
fun times over yeh?
yet but be so sure that u can past ....

but i just have two words.... for ya.....

DREAM !!!! to the everlasting....

dream is our band no1 created song....
so far so good....
i wonder wat's gona happen next in a few years time...
i hear DOOMS day coming in 21 dec 2012 .....
sigh*

i will start from here....

math lesson..... i love the video mrCHiang.... i will work hard .... sirlool man...!!

chinese lesson..... me and dainel kai jiao mdm wu until she wana die...... + in with zhi wei and jerry..!!
we watch i'm not stupid 2 parted show
i realised the fat mum looks like physllis... haha lol

after the geo remedial .... we eat pizza ... brought from mdm rose..... ask joceyln to eat .... she say dont want..... Questionmark to me....

(sorry i lazy write much)
then i go home and sleep ......ZzZzZz...
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i wonder how u feel about me ..... my love to u is real ... u understand?

2008-04-14T05:19:00.000-07:00

yeayeayea.....

it's a long time yeh...

starting part 4 now......

JUDging of teachING (PART 4)
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''plug in .......!!! MEga COM EX STRRRiikeee....... !!!! '' there goes mrCHiang and his MEga COM EX...

while using the com to go to the internet ..... mrCHiang announced to the class'' i'm going to the internet to seacrh for song and video for u guys and to enjoy at the same time u study....''

DESmond shouted'' haha.... internet?? search what~ porn ???? OMG sick..... hey btw i got a song for u .... my girlfriend teach me de....."

the internet 's for porn ... the internet for porn.... hehe....!!

mrCHiang give the DIAO* face to him.... DESmond pia seh cause no one laugh......
when the song was played.... some people sang together and mrCHiang was happy that everyone did enjoy the song...

mrCHiang say to himself '' mrCHiang u have had made yr self proud hope u can get and bestest of the bestest comment from the freak aliens...."

tag*tag*tag* goes the alien 's watch..... the alien walked up to him ..... actually the alien know how to speak english .......!!! they say'' my lord mrCHiang , my mission has complete ..... we had to go ...." goes the alien gone in a blink of eye

tic tok tic tok..... mrCHiang look at the clock. to his surpise , the time is 4.30 the time where the alien came .....

i think it's all a dream...... cheeee..... let's start the lesson.....
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and there goes the alien with his myticaly power to change time.....
i will like to say....

mrCHiang 2 week more before u leave ... i hope u enjoy my story...... IN this 2 week .... keep the good work...... ^^

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2008-04-09T06:02:00.000-07:00

MUahhaha!!!
was that ms ng OMG..... haha watch out of yr name....

JUDging of teachING (PART 3)

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mrCHiang was confused now..... he is going headwire soon just then ms ng come in the
ava room... to mrCHiang surpise , he was like " a... did i ask u to come??" ms ng hang her fake smile on her face and explained in a ang mo way " i noe u was surpise to see me here.... but dont be afraid i won't eat u up ...( as she looked at the alien... then her fear come throught her mind) liiikk eee thhoosee aallliien theeerree...." then leg was shriving like vibrating phone as in more faster then that...!! she walk up to the last row..... and sat next to the alien.... the alien look at her and gave a great big smile with teeth shined "in her face!!" she was blank out.... and fainted...

anDy and Ryan wanted to help her up.... then ali stopped them and say happily " nvm like that better .....NO MORE ENGLISH FOR TODAY yeaa...." he ran to the mic ..... tantan ....." we have no english yea.... english lesson yea...(we will rock u that song....) then the whole class sang along..... an idea when though mrCHiang mind.... " May be i can bring my laptop and give them break for song or things like video ... but today is my judging day..... hmmm....." thinking of way as mrCHiang saw a set of computer on the table ....." that's it...."

hehehe let get ready to rock and roll...!!( mrCHiang trademark)

TO BE CONTINUE.......
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be nice be cool .... say no to drug !!! once u play , u pay

2008-04-07T06:14:00.000-07:00

yeh... ready for part 2???

then hang on tie cause we are to ....

JUDging of TEaching (part 2)

tank.......

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"dammm.... it" JOvi's word sperated to the class as he missed his target ....
JOvi quickly took out his new invention " the high resistance mechanical shaker
machine pencil" he use all the skill that he had .... but the aliens have a " dream papered
shield" on their hands...... OMG this is worse .... the whole class came out of their seat and
watch the show for " ALIEN VS HENG " ..... NOW the class was out of control ... some
seating on the tables , some students like BrYan and AZiz doing beatbox with the mic....
DESmonD fighting with ivy which have cat paw prepared for incoming fist of des....
the class was a zoo....

JOvi has his anger heated ... because the aliens had the same" the high resistance mechanical shaker machine pencil" like his ....... JOvi went "AHHHHH...... i charging to .....

WIN THIS TIC TA TOE , U ALIEN WANT FROM ME!!!!" the class went " what the hell"
mrCHiang told the class" Class i want all to do pg 277 to 280 now ..... do ques 1 ,a ,c ,g ,e ,2 ,3 ,4 a) b) and ques 13 ~ 16 now .... we will end the class at 5.30 " then the class ... quiet down except for some monkey playing a fool ....

mrCHiang sat down and think ..... "if this is gona be aliens.....
heyheyhey wait(looking at the alien) they could be here to judge and may promoted me to a better teacher with better salary .... that's right!" he stood up . AS he was about to speak up ..... two tiny little thingy puff off no where..... a devil and a angel.... mrCHiang was stunned....
the devil speak " hey bubby , wat up ! .... seling ya i noe.... hey look at the alien .... they are nut and no big brain.... hey come on ..... be greed take off the so call HENG's ear piece and communiate with them and ask them for more money " mrCHiang was surpise to hear that plan...." then the angel stood up and say proudly " no u should not be greedy ...... u should teach the right and easy way .... relax and teach like u are playing a musical intrusment with beautiful romactic sound"

after that both have a bit of quarrel and they puff in to the thin air....now mrCHiang have had diffcultly in teaching

TO BE CONTINUE.....

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lalala~

2008-04-06T07:42:00.000-07:00

yea.... let continue to photoss......!!!

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MR CHIANG ..... give me yr e-mail......

let's talk about mrCHiang yeh??

:story from outer space aliens that came to siglap to judge mrCHiang

TEACHING!!!!( part 1)

on ?/?/2??? this weird looking outer space aliens came to siglap sch for i dont know

what reason .... and wanted to judge mrCHiang teaching....

when 3n3 is in the ava room having a peaceful lesson ..... the aliens dashed in and shout

some kind of funny lauguage that we dont know....

HENG we have our maghty hero "JOvi HENG" so lucky ... he had his speical ear piece he invented... he went toward the alien wearing the earpiece and communicate with the aliens....

JOvi pointed to the last row of seat ... and the alien walk toward the direction and seated down.

JOvi whisper to mrCHiang " this junks are gona judge yr teaching for that secret mission .... they say u look nervious indeed..."

mrCHiang mind was blank .... he stare at the aliens .... JOvi went back to his seat .....

DESmonD the clever one shouted" A.... teacher faster leh walao .... my girlfriend waiting for me leh" as he play with ZHIxin's hair..... mrCHiang started his lesson was his mind thinking " omg what on earth this aliens wanted from me...."

half and hour later , the aliens was half awake because mrCHiang teaching is not intresting enough ..... BRyanMOK.... shout furiously " stupid aliens half dead meat... haha*" DESmonD and BryANhaN added" ya lor stupid " the aliens wake up and stared with it's scare big eye.... three of them went slient...... the alien shout " *something* " and JOviHENG ran up to it and punched it

TO BE CONTINUEE........

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intresting ??? give some comment^^

2008-04-05T19:01:00.001-07:00

let start at 4.4.08 ^^

there friendship day again
hanging good friendship to all me bestest the bestest friend....
bestest friend means all the friend i know...yeh..

i wrote my feeling toward u guys

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friendship means lots to u .. i know
man this isn't easy to control my feeling towards her....
but my hope didn't though
dashing all course of uneven obstacles
finally i finished all
therefore my dream mission have failed
my 3 years hard ship had gone lost
like a thousand year of pain pearing off my heart

yeah?

i was luck...
that i had good and turely friend like u guyss..
that made me feel much better
i can't believe u guy really understand me
even if u did not experinece it
if u are looking at this message girl*[u noe who u are]
i hope u understand
( even if u dont really like me in the first place
please tell me
when day fly past , my love power for u will get stronger
but now i wrote this is to tell u about the past
now i had to say one thing
girl ... u made me understand what's love)
now i am going to name out the people who treat me
in the bestest and greatest way

firstly me 7 ture bro + 1 sis
zhiwei , nelson , aziz , desmond , brendan , elton , jovi , my only sis eliza

follow by my closest friend
ivy , zhi xin , joycelyn , miao yan , jovin , jolin , nuan bing , suan jo , shermeem , alex , lip kang , kai wen , darrick , brandon png , esmonde , dainel , amos , zheng hao , ming han , andrew

my closest friend from other sch
marissa , amy and fiona ^^ dainel and sebastian
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then at night we went for night shot at city hall
we learn lots of things there
nah here's some photos...^^

then we went to eat mcdonald....then went home at 12.....

sleep with peace..

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i dont noe how i fall in love with this girl.....
have the same love feeling to the first love i have

CHeerXD

2008-03-22T21:37:00.000-07:00

23/03/08 great best day......

1pm, i went to play basketball with lee and neo....
it so fun hanging out with my brothers .....

play until 3.33pm , we went to event hall then play street sorccer
lee teach me around the world trick ....... XD so cool....

neo follow me home at 5.55pm to get my guitar for the lesson.....
meet lee at central..... then go guitar lesson together.....

after guitar lesson we went to buy bubble tea...... then went to the usual place to practise guitar.....
DAMM it romance chords still dont know.... f man......

10pm i went home and sleep straight so tired.....
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no long ZENdestiny..... friends...... Pandemonium ™ is here to rock......!!

2008-03-14T21:02:00.000-07:00

15/03/08.....

now for chapter 2 of my comic hehe......

2008-03-14T03:21:00.000-07:00

14/ 03/08
the day was quittteeee........ okay
i'm still got the same smile on my face worry no matter what ....... dont worry
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so tired after ncc camp /
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early morning wake up to perpare for sch..... once wake up gong gong de.....hehe~ wa...... after saying bye to my bro, no one at home le......

when sch for Amath lesson, in class only got afew people ....... then des come then sit with me....
3hr of Amath lesson ..... my head going heawire ......

after lesson, lai and me went see lee, as he is having parents meeting .... we keep laughing at him ..... then neo come ........ happily sitting beside each other....... neo suggest to play basket ball...

INtheBus, we talk about lee's tour in hongkong ..... luck was not with me after all...... saw "him" on the bus ...... haha nvm at least he did not notice me .....

ATbasketBAll COUrt, that right~ my luck really fly fast....... i cant even score once ...... i hate it .....
beside me and lee still win the game...
then we play h.o.r.s.e ...... we have so much fun ..... was happy that they cheer me up.....

then i went home , yea? completely no one's around again...... i went to bath .... so hungry and then went cooking ....... so sian .......
no one come home until 9pm so sian lor......

i went to play my beloved guitar to relax my self..... i love it another darling was my keyboard......
went i touch both for them..... i could feel the romantic feeling to play music so i went playing ......
how relaxing ....... i love them both ....

at night i went to sleep early ...... buzzzzzz~ ZzZzZzZz.........
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finally u found wat u want.... hmm..... gratz^^
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2008-03-09T06:28:00.000-07:00

8/03/08 ...... ...... ..... ..... ....

AFTERphotoCOMPETition(10.35) , desdes ask me want go beach play not .... then i go with him along zaza...... we walk there slowly.... des and zaza hold hand together tightly...... i hope i was walking with u too.....TT

we have a great time there so fun.......
i play skip stone ....
max 3 skip nia sob.....

at night, me and mr joe went to mdm chia's son wedding(mdm chia one of the office woman in our sch) to my surpise ms tank is her daught omg....... i went there and help mr joe do adobe photoshop.... so fun

then i call her...******************************************

REACHhome(12.30)... bath le go sleep .........

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9/03/08 a good day to start......

when to pc show in the afternoon...... so crowded

when there buy lotslotslotslotslotslotslots~ stuff
buy mp4 ar, cam , printer ink and wanted to buy com but i dont want

then went for guitar class
no one pei wo...... neo go scout lee go china....
dammm.... it
nvm
i went for double lesson

REACHome(9.00), pack my bag for tomorrow camp
then call her.......................................................

went to sleep early ......ZzZzZzzzzz....

4days3night camp ....sian........
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i dont noe what u doing girl....... i got this feeling... we are getting far apart...TT

2008-03-07T03:24:00.000-08:00

7/3/08.... abit of sad haha.... but still happy lots

my grandma call me early then my alaram did....... was having a sweet dream when sleeping hehe..... i love my grandma so much ..... she prepare food for me ... waww........ i love her homemake rice ball......

ReachSCHool(7.05), when to chiong my english homework quickly...... haha... saw desdes walking in to class with black face.... i went to him... felt so sad when he's down....skip recess....

lalalalalala~~ waitwaitwait one part cannot skip

neo des and me went to the public phone quickly haha.... go call lee....

SO GOOD LEE FLYING TO HONG KONG AND CHINA TO SEE HIS ''UMG'' COMPANY(hope u noe UMG is a shirt company....^^ he is the boss's son )

waww..... i miss his voice ...... haha

say byebye to him and yi lu fen su zhi wei

ATenglishLEsson, teacher ke-siao... haha collect alot people de e-link card.... wakakakakaka~

Save 2 life today..... zhi xin and ivy ...... xin hao i down there help them draw stick animal with good idea or else they dentention le hahah..... jkjk... at least they say 'thank you' i happy le....

skip to CCA..hehe

ATsCHool(2.30), went to see neo and lai ..... they building structure..... i admire the structure really!! looks so cool (Staroll*) .... desdes and me go ka-jiao neo '' LINGLONG BAO......NEO!!!''

went to fall in ........ keep laughing cause des disture han cong...... waaaaa..... saw her so happy ...

hehe....

CCAfinish(6.00), saw her standing there with her friend..... actually wanted to sent her home... then my mama come sch.... WAAA..... SO UNLUCKY.... but nvm still got next time ........ sent me mama up to the library ......

INtHEbus(89), saw sharon ...... went to sit with her...... and chat chat .... then say byebye and i broad off first haha.....

AThome(9.45), my mama come home...... scold me.... cause of mdm rose say me alot of badbad things.... sian

call her ***************************

went to bed and sleepsleep ....... empty mind......^^
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actually wana sent u home then my mama come .... so sorry
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hey guy ...... wanna show u my comic chapter 1 but this is not final pieces cause if it is , must draw one pg each ... not like this one pg double...^^

2008-03-04T03:39:00.000-08:00

4/3/08... good fine day

ATsch(8.00), was chinese lesson , lol goes the class.... dainel scream, brandon laugh , jerry groan, zhi wei gigged.... teacher scold and scold haha.....dainel ask me to do beat box ... so i did .... he added in with ...yea..bi jiao(mdm yea*) oh come on yea ... bi jiao ..... i uncontrol and laugh out

.....

ONpeLesson, sian .... the same pe lesson with my emeny, but nvm... we went for a 20 mins slow jog.... des go disture zhi xin and ivy ... so i jump in the conclusion ...... so fun have them as my friend....

skip recess~~~~~~

PHOTO TAKING ^^
i got a very bad mood but i still could releases my joy ^^..... ""SMILE""

nap*

AFTERschATcanTEen, i brought *foodddd* with lee neo and des...... haha they copy me ...buy 1$ de hahah... cute sia they all....

she's just not there...sight*..........

then go play street soccer!!!

AteventHALL(BLK187), YEA SK VS DX........ lai chua aa vs me lee neo

score was 2/9, top scorer from best to worse...lee,me,lai,neo,aa then chua

done good jouga when playing..... 360* best move hehe...... jouga benato flip toss on chua and score.....!!!!
neo keeper....good keeper .... safe total i think 14 balls hahah........

neo and lee are my very de very de very best bro........

desdes go home with zaza so never come...

after some chechat with them i went home

AThome(6.30), i eat and eat and eat non stop ..... hehe become fat fat.......then when play my darling guitar.... play for an hour .....

then i call her........*****************************************

i want to have a empty mind sleep .... sleep like zuzu....ZzZZzzzzz.......hehhe

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girl girl~~~i was wondering , wat do u treat me as....???

2008-03-03T01:13:00.000-08:00

3/3/08 was no a good day .......

i dont want talk about the morning part ....

ATbasKETbAllCOurt , i got some feeling something will happen later ... so i told my friends i gtg
...i walk slowly home while thinking of someone.... then i fall down in the middle for the road....
i stand up and ran out of the road..... my leg bleeds painfully ......
when i reach home i saw my grandmother sleeping and i no so worry cause my grandma alone at home.....
AThome, i bath then cook and put medience on my leg.. and went for tution ..... i wasnt feel great at all ... just like an emo kid..... that damm memorise cant get out for my brain
AFTERtution, i went to the seashell park and sit on the bench and think wat should i do next ....
then i call her .......*********************************************************

i reach home le ...... i feel down on my bed and sleep ......
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wat have i done wrong ...... tell me ....TT

2008-02-28T02:08:00.000-08:00

yesh... is the 28/02/08
no bad touble happen...^^

yesterday sleep at 8pm cause wanna relax my mind..... woke up at 3am....then cannot sleep le, i went to chio my comic drawing cause going finish drawing chapter 4 le ... chio to 6pm still in 3pg, 2 more pg to go ... then went to bath and eat . Went down to the bus-stop and saw allan .... then take same bus as him .....

INsch(6.50), went to walk walk with desdes .... then on the way saw lee, lai and aziz, went
asking where neo.. they say he go fetch ling han ... we went to the com lad 3 staircase there .... saw neo walk with ling han!!! we laugh out loud and make him pai sei HAhaHAha~~!!!!!

INpAlesson, Zhi XIn and mei hui got sweet in their pocket hehehe.....!! i go tackle them to have
the sweet heheh ...no la jkjk.....

INphYSlesson, projecter lamp spoil, so went to AVA room..... at ava room after helping mr SOH fix the com, i went siting below the air-con cause very-the-hot , and that is right beside Zhi XIn cause desdes took my place and it was like what the hell -_-lll
we play a fool in class ... so happy lor~lol~
des keep disture zhi xin, ivy and joce ... haha and i was laugh the hell out haha ....

(1.30), went to the old dentention place for GOH meeting... esmonde kana beaten by desdes... so funny sia esmonde reaction .....
wa.... sian sia must cut SLOPE....hehe i dont want cut!! i dont care man !!!

INcanTEEN, we go eat .... ** was happy to see what i wanted to see** then went eat 2nd round with lee neo and desdes..... eating fatfat mummy stall food and nasi ayam make my stomach big sia ...... so full..... elton suggest to go play basket ball.. so we follow

ATtheBASKETballCOUrt(bLk411), i was confused , my mind freaked out suddenly dont know y..... suddenly my layout go headwired..... never go in .....
slowly and stead i brought my skill back ... and the layout goes nice and steady..... then went throwing from half court ( what i alway do) never go in but heng heng no air ball hehehe....
we make team ..... me/lai/elton VS lee/neo....... point was 10/7 ....

ATcomunityCENTRE(7.30), i meet lee and neo there .... and neo was late again..!!! we went to prastice guitar...... but before that we brought bubbletea.... we prastice Study1~4 study 4 still cannot so sian ..... half way though prasticing , lee went shooting bubble at me and neo .... we shoot back ... and war between us came haha.... we had so much fun haha .....

AThome(10.10) , i went to bath and went lying on my bed ..... so comfortable!!
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i still will love u even u have a stead with u
i will wait for u ......

2008-02-26T05:27:00.000-08:00

yea....... was making this blog for something special.....

26/02/08
~was not a very good day ....... kana scold again by ms ng again third time ...... having fun and laugh at chinese class... haha.... dainel kana scolded..... when teacher was getting the power charger , we played some game ((rough game)) was lucky **airpork** was not there... dainel threw the wooden stick toward the fan ..... as we hide below our desk ..... this game looks so fun ....
the next chinese lesson will be brandon throwing the stick (i think so is brandon)
~~~~~lalalalal~~~~~
A-Math common test was damm bloody hell hard!! losed 5-7 marks.. damm it!! So scare
failed common test le .... NO MORE BUYING ELETIC GUITAR!!!

After IT-cousre, miss the chance for something ......TT
but good thing was ...
saw my long lost friend(wilson)* Cool huh..?? seen him taking the same bus as me (89)
such a coincedence !!
he look so mature and tall since the last day in early sec1 .....

end the day so badly cause of some reason ...... can't sleep well!! my bro was so nagging ...nag the whole night ~~ hate it!!!
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love her so much ......my heart pain for a moment**

2008-02-12T02:53:00.000-08:00

yoyo.......

new here link me...^^