hell yea this is wat i learn in my poly today.
something like that.
programming work

#insert void(stdio.d) ;
void(blank) void ;
insert( val1, val2, val3, val4,) idex ;
picturf("enter yr 2 of yr favourite numder") num;
printf( 1 2 );
picturf(" enter yr last number to complete") idex#1;
printf( 5 );
{
( %d %d %d %d : &val1 + &val2 + &val3 + &val4 whosum;
totalis:
picturf(" the size of yr wanker is 8cm")

-i wan friends that love me, not backstab me

Hello blog!
Hey i meet u again!
My life's good,
how about u.

BLOG I LOVE U
U grant my wish!
I finally found this person who understand me.
Thank you blog!

This person is special.
Why?

This person somehow have same personalitity as me.
Every single stuff we did and even impression on other,
Was like the same.
We are BLUR
We are SOCIALBLE
We are TALKTIVE
We love SPORTS
We love CHEESEEE!
We love POTATOES!
We love DURIANS!
We love EATING MARATHON
We love SENERIES
We dislike UNBELIEVERS
We dislike BORING PPLS
We are into HOROSCOPES

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY

We are going thought almost the same situation together.
~

We exchanged stories and I learn alot of stuff.
But im not the worse compared.
I learned that i cannot trust a person too much
I learned that i cannot put much faith on a person
I learned that never to push myself too much if i couldnt make it.
I learned that i must smile no matter what im doing.
I learned that love is unspeakable.

I sincerly thank you for all yr attention of hearing me speak,
And being there for me.
U made me a different person today.
Thanks for destressing me and untuned my sadness.
Thanks a million again, bestest.

I shall end here and going for guitar!
Awesome day with my love,
and sleeping like pig at home!
signing off! :)

Even if u have any imprefection that ppl wont like, dont worry , my love is still there for you.

Hello bloggy!
Im back to visit you!
U have been listening to my nonsence ever since i had my first crush,
Which is sec 1?
5 years ago!
My relationship is doing well.
Somehow i feel,
Having a parther that loves you really gives you a warm feeling.
And the feeling is AWESOME.
You feel so secure when he/she is there for you.
And you can give or receive hug whenever you are down or touched.
You also can be proud of,
Having someone you love which he/she is totally the one and only in this entire universe!

My sweetheart Jowayne.
Each and very first couple stuff was done with her.
And i did not regret.
Because i know that it takes two hands to clap.
If she love me , i will love her even more.

My 2nd month is a total challenging month for me to cope with her.
Lots of miscomunication,
But apart from there, she gives me surpises that make me really treasure the time.
Im a people who likes my gf to give and show lots of love.
But she's type of person that is partially oppersite of me.
And that period of time,
She showed affection and i was totally stunned.
As she once told me she would recieve gooseburp if talking about this.
Like wat marissa told me,
Everyone has something that they dont usually do,
And if they do it, treasure that period.
Of course,
I did apperciate the outcome, because is not the usual her.

Yesterday i went to somewhere at puggol.
And is the very first time i see a romantic and beautiful place,
Which dont even look like singapore!
It's at night.
There a resevior.
With background of a thick forest.
The moon was bight and round, slighty above the trees
The sky was clear and you could see stars so clearly.
Reflection of the moon and trees can be seen on the water.
And is totally romantic!!
The first thing i thought was,
I promise myself to bring her here to enjoy the seneries with me.

OK bloggy!
I shall end here and update you about my stuff on our 3rd month aniversary!
Thanks for listening to me early in the morning!

I love you!

Ques: If i was given a wish, wat will it be?
ans: To have a everlasting and comfort love relationship with her.



HELLO BLOGGY!
How have u been?
It going to be 1 month long and still no one noticed changes in my blog!
Thats good for me because i dont have to lock my life to be viewed by lucky passerby!
Im so happy today!
Do u know why, blog?
Because its my 2nd month with her!

Happy 2nd Month!!
My Beloved Jowayne!

Its our 2nd month and i still have time to blog.
Started to be confused?
Asking y?
Because we didn't go out for today :(
We spend our morning playing blackshot(bs).
I ask her to go out on bs.
But she just ignore me.
I think she didn't noticed.

I had not really go out with her ever since the starting of our first month.
I miss her :(
Every saturday, i asked her out. But none of them succeed.
In the weekdays, she can't because she is either lazy or very busy.
The last time we meet was just a short period.
And its not much for me.
My mind always wanted to give up asking her out because there seems like no chance at all.
But my heart continues to wait.
Knewing that one day, we will have one long day together.

U know.
How is wish i could see her everyday.
My first valentines was with her.
But im not satisfied with the place we go.
At least i could wish her and im happy with it.
I hope the next valentine with her will be more exciting :)
I felt a much better and improved relationship with her now.
Worries and discomfort shorten ever since 1st month!
Hope to have a better start from today onwards!

I used the horoscope readings to guide me along.
It really helps me to understand her better and getting along with her.
But one day i bet this will not help me anymore.
This is wat it says:

Libra takes a gentle logical approach to life, while Capricorn has more serious methodical nature which may cause some problems. Both have the same intellectual approaches, but conflict comes when both express themselve. Libra is out going and talkative sign, while Capricorn is more reseverd and detached. Causing Libra to feel uncomfortable and rejected, despite capricorn can be an attentive listener. Libra needs Capricorn to display affection , a feeling that Capricorn may unnecessarily deem most of the time. Libra can teach Capricorn how to deal with fear of getting in touch with their emotions. Libra is often more romantic than Capricorn, but both show ture romances in relationships. While Capricorn do not think that spending much time with Libra is important, Libra make sure to set aside enough time for Libra. Resulting Libra feeling neglected. If this issues are not properly tackled, it can lead to conflicts and major disagreement.

This just shows it all.
And i used this approach to counter whatever problem i faced in my relationship!
It helps alot.

Whenever i feel sad, i always thought she was beside me.
And i could turn around and give her a tight hug.
i miss hugging her.
i miss her beautiful smile.
i miss the way she say i love u.
i miss going out with her
i miss her totally :(

She is now eating dinner with her family.
I hope she really enjoyed herselve and not thinking about the badtimes.
If she is happy, so am i :)

Thx blog for been attentive!
Shall update in the mid of this month

HELLO!
It has been years since i last update my blog!!!
I update this for only one purpose....
To shout out my misery.
everyone has forgotten about my blog,
and it will be good to let go here
talking to my blog itself (:

I dont really think i made a good bf.
I tried to make myself perfection, but instantly something will always go wrong.
Being in this state, i finally understand how other couples cope with that own relationship.
True to say there is always up and down,
And always saying that my relationship will last forever,
Somehow u feel wierder each second, minute, hours, day and months long with yr oppersite sex.
If u are someone that respect more on emotional,
U will understand how i feel.
I scarificed time, money, hobbies, friends, and most important family for her.
Trying my best to know her more and getting closer to her.
But i think it's worth if she accpet this apperciation.
Understand each other is the 2nd most important thing in relationship.
I do understand her but things started to change after the 1st month.
The length of sentence in her messages started to shorten.
And the ways of talking became more sarcastic.
I tried to write more, but
Result is still the same.
Worst still she say my joke are lame, unlike last time.
When she wrote i love u, i will smile and always look back to the message,
Again and again.
But she dont always write that, so i dont get the privilege.
The most important word to quote a long lasting relationship is trust.
With trust, yr love will be unstoppable.
We both have trust, but i think im the one with the least of it.
I cant really trust her to the full extend, i just dont know why.
The main point is that i always suspect her and lead to miscommuication.
This is where i always blame myself for not thinking twice.
Giving all the trust u have to that particular person, will also cause a disadvantage
As onces the Trust is broken, it leads the person to....
HELL
SUFFERINGS
DEPRESSION
SUCIDE
I believe she not that kind (:
I don't blame my gf for everything, because i feel there is nothing to gain.
Moreover, i love her more.

Seriously speaking, i dont think my gf is neither hot nor pretty.
She is not the dream girl in my mind.
But she is understanding, easy-going, clever, trustable, and CUTE!
The way she talk doesn't seem to be her age like and i love that point.
Mature thinking she had.
She is special in her own way where it came to attract me.
And thats her beautiful SMILE :D
Its is unresistable, attractive, and outstanding.
Everytime we are out, i will always try to make her smile,
Because it makes me happy and it kills everything in my mind expect for her.
And all this madeup perfection in her.

U know,
Somedays later, i wish i can meet someone experience, leading the same situation like me.
And i will ask,
Wat do u think about us(me and her)?
And i will ask how am i going to improve.

Im glad that u understand me, blog.
Im going to do whatever it takes to gain back the happy spirit and atmoshpere.
I shall end here and update again next month.

I love her from the deepest place in my heart.

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!